but I’m still killing myself working. At this rate I’ll be a burnt-out shell by the time I graduate. I didn’t want to even come back to school this year. I seriously almost decided to home-school. Who invented the idea of the Ivy League? Who was that fucked-up person? That person ruined my life. I hate Newsweek, the College Board, and every other publication that creates “Best College” Lists. Those lists are bullshit yet they somehow dictate my major life choices.
I don’t want to be an overachiever. I want to be a person.
I don’t even know who the fuck I am or what the fuck I want to do with my life anymore. I used to know but it got drowned out by noise and unrealistic expectations. I used to think learning was fun.
Why am I even posting this.